Depression (poem)

Darkness,
Even when light
Pours over you
Reminders of
Every
Stupid mistake
Silently
Invading every minute
Of your day and
Night

People Suck

I am feeling like I am so done with people and this life.  I am tired of being treated as if I owe my life and all of my time to those who think they are better than I am.

There is a saying (not sure of the exact wording)...

An emergency on your part does not make an emergency on my part

This is so true!  Just because you have need of something does NOT mean I am obligated to do your bidding!  Just because I provide a service does NOT mean I am your personal servant and you can have complete control over my time and my business rules.

People are basically jerks and it gets worse all of the time.  I can be a jerk, too, but at least I try hard to have basic respect for others and I do respect their time.

My stress level is through the roof and I have been having heart palpitations all morning.  My chest is tight and I am shaky and light headed.

Heart attack?  Maybe.  Probably mostly lack of sleep and stress.

Be kind to each other and don't ever think your needs are greater than the needs of others!  Don't think you are so important that you can manipulate people into doing what you want.

End of rant.

Sunset Ponderings (Haiku)

late summer evening

deep orange of a sunset

where do I fit in?

Memories (Haiku)

Memories dancing

Lovely music laced with lies

My soul is exposed